A Little While

It's been a couple weeks since I last updated my adventures in being shrunk.

It has been a good experience. Though I have to say that some of the early assessments into the depths of my soul were not correct. I am happy that these assessments are incorrect and that I know that. When some people were telling me that the reason that I am the way that I am because I am 'self-centered and in love with myself', not only was I confused, because I didn't feel that love for myself, but I felt like that much bigger of a jerk for being so self-absorbed that could even see it.

It turns out, that self-absorbsion is the furthest thing from where I am. In fact, I am terrified to let myself be heard, or seen for who I really am. In my mind, I know that I am pretty loved by you, but I am afraid to show you how good that makes me feel, because I don't feel love-able.

This may not make a lot of sense to you, because on the outside I look cool, calm and collected, but if you only knew. I have plenty of places to hide. But, I am trying not too. Talk to me about it, I want you too.